Come with me as I try not to suck in my photography, videography and tech business. I will explore every aspect of the different skills and gigs I try to aquire and will interview other creative people in and out of the field to talk about how they took failure to success.

Episode 3 – Panicked but Happy
I’ve had a massive run: new kit, new gigs, new jobs—and my first proper dive into flash photography. In this episode I unpack a workshop with Michael from 1m Photolab, two 24–70 lenses dying a week before a multi-day Sydney event, learning off-camera flash for a gala event and how I navigated performance anxiety and imposter syndrome while shooting in nightmare lighting (hello concrete boxes and glass ceilings).
If you’re into event/candid photography, gear problem-solving under pressure, or just want a real take on how to keep going when your brain yells “you’re failing!”, this one’s for you.
Episode 2 – The 5 Camera F**K Up
I went all in on a five-camera podcast set up and, unsurprisingly, made a mess of it. In this one, I talk through the chaos, the gear, what I botched, and why short-term fails are just part of levelling up. If you’re into content creation, tech, or just want to hear me talk myself off a financial ledge, this one’s for you.

Episode 1 – Trying Not to Suck
Its a quick one! What is Trying not to suck? Lets take a quick minute to explore what it means to try not to suck and what my podcast is all about.